One more year until I'm out of her sight and out from under her thumb... But how much longer until she gives me my freedom?
I feel like if you're going to be obviously upset, and then someone you're close to asks you what's wrong and you don't tell them, you just don't have the right to be so upset and to take it out on them later. That may sound a bit hypocritical, but I don't do that really. If I'm upset and I just don't want to talk about it, I always tell you after a few minutes, and if it's someone else, I may not tell them. but I'm not going to hold it against them when they show concern for me. So I can only care about yesterday the very smallest bit. It was her choice that prevented her from making it to my original appointment. She chose to go to work. And it doesn't make me feel bad. She's picked work over me on a few occasions. Not with any cruel intentions. She just doesn't give a lot of things the importance I feel like they deserve. She only thought this was important once she found out you were going. *sigh* I'm sure she thought it was important before that, she just didn't seem to care as much. Which I can understand. To an extent.
I understand how you feel... becuase it's the same way I feel. I don't feel bad about the appointment either. It was her choice and she did choose work over you. It just worked out for her this time. I can't wait to be on our own. I'd rather go through endless starting out on our own hardships with you than to deal this any longer. Being with you overrides everything. <3
I feel like if you're going to be obviously upset, and then someone you're close to asks you what's wrong and you don't tell them, you just don't have the right to be so upset and to take it out on them later. That may sound a bit hypocritical, but I don't do that really. If I'm upset and I just don't want to talk about it, I always tell you after a few minutes, and if it's someone else, I may not tell them. but I'm not going to hold it against them when they show concern for me. So I can only care about yesterday the very smallest bit. It was her choice that prevented her from making it to my original appointment. She chose to go to work. And it doesn't make me feel bad. She's picked work over me on a few occasions. Not with any cruel intentions. She just doesn't give a lot of things the importance I feel like they deserve. She only thought this was important once she found out you were going. *sigh* I'm sure she thought it was important before that, she just didn't seem to care as much. Which I can understand. To an extent.
I don't even know. v-v
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Really.
There's no life I could live without you with me.
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*chu* <3~
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