Jan 24, 2006 02:32
I feel like I'm swallowing a baseball. In a few minutes I'll pick up my book to lose myself in a few chapters, before my body renders me unconscious.
I'm going to be 18. Try and put yourself in my shoe's.
It's not hard to tell when someone care's about you, thank god.
I'm not hanging out with people that are going to poison me spiritually. Eventually it will spiral into a devastation. I'm the kind of person that internalizes feelings, and I implode. It's not going to happen.
Get me out of this state. Get me out of my head.
*I'm spiritual, not religious.