I keep praying for a divine intervention...and still I feel hoplessly forsaken.
Disclaimer: I wrote down everything on my mind unedited. Enjoy.
I wish that I could change a million thing's, right...now.
micah came by tonight to give me my book (damn straight!). Everything between us is so...bleh. Any feelings that we once had are now something sterile, cold, and uncomfortable. Like a doctors needle. Sad.
Copley and I texted until 3:30am. He seems really nice. I don't really know him.
I'm nervous over going to california. I'm going to be there for 8 days. I'm worried I'll get that out-of-place feeling. Like, when you've stayed over at a friends house for a week straight over summer, and you're REALLY READY TO GO HOME. Because as much as you love your friend, you might scream at them for one nights rest in your own bed. But, I know rightly that I always really enjoy my time there, and in the end they have to drag me crying to the air-port.
I wish I could see Leslie. I wonder what she's like. I don't think I've seen her since my last hair cut.
Jen is so driven. I'm glad she let me come along to take pictures.
Justine is really awesome. I can talk to her about anything. I keep visualizing you doing the "wax on, wax off" move (with your hand) to that song "oohh i think they like it"
Sheryl is so super sweet.
whitney and I are very much alike. She's awesome.
Lindsey your christmas present is sitting on the island in my kitchen. I miss you, and love you, and it's waiting for you if you want to stop by and pick it up while I'm away.
Ok. I'm going to sleep.
I wish that I could change a million thing's, right...now.
micah came by tonight to give me my book (damn straight!). Everything between us is so...bleh. Any feelings that we once had are now something sterile, cold, and uncomfortable. Like a doctors needle. Sad.
Copley and I texted until 3:30am. He seems really nice. I don't really know him.
I'm nervous over going to california. I'm going to be there for 8 days. I'm worried I'll get that out-of-place feeling. Like, when you've stayed over at a friends house for a week straight over summer, and you're REALLY READY TO GO HOME. Because as much as you love your friend, you might scream at them for one nights rest in your own bed. But, I know rightly that I always really enjoy my time there, and in the end they have to drag me crying to the air-port.
I wish I could see Leslie. I wonder what she's like. I don't think I've seen her since my last hair cut.
Jen is so driven. I'm glad she let me come along to take pictures.
Justine is really awesome. I can talk to her about anything. I keep visualizing you doing the "wax on, wax off" move (with your hand) to that song "oohh i think they like it"
Sheryl is so super sweet.
whitney and I are very much alike. She's awesome.
Lindsey your christmas present is sitting on the island in my kitchen. I miss you, and love you, and it's waiting for you if you want to stop by and pick it up while I'm away.
Ok. I'm going to sleep.