Butter Chicken.
I right fucked things up with the upstart.
Not really the worst thing though, had to happen at some point. It's the first time in years that I've ever felt guilty. A horrible feeling that I most likely won't experience for years to come.
I try so desperately in this life just to like, just to love, just to give. To hurt another person, be it intentionally or otherwise is just not something that I ever want to do. At least, not again.
J will bounce back, probably already has. He is annoyed I don't want to be friends. I guess I have a lot of friends. Honestly though, I don't want to be reminded of the guilt and I just don't think that he will have much of an opinion to offer when I am talking about the latest Surry Hills nightspot or about a punk album that I cannot stop listening to.
Superficial? Maybe a bit.
Not really the worst thing though, had to happen at some point. It's the first time in years that I've ever felt guilty. A horrible feeling that I most likely won't experience for years to come.
I try so desperately in this life just to like, just to love, just to give. To hurt another person, be it intentionally or otherwise is just not something that I ever want to do. At least, not again.
J will bounce back, probably already has. He is annoyed I don't want to be friends. I guess I have a lot of friends. Honestly though, I don't want to be reminded of the guilt and I just don't think that he will have much of an opinion to offer when I am talking about the latest Surry Hills nightspot or about a punk album that I cannot stop listening to.
Superficial? Maybe a bit.