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you know what?...my life couldn't get any better.
i'm sleepy. but i don't wanna go to sleep.
*gasp*i'm wearing pink! HOT-DAMN, i look like a gurl>.O
i changed my layout again...from gaz to suicide/sadness/anger. new theme. new theme. yeah, well, anyways, at 21.24, i took a walk and cried at the playground. oh, boy, my tears never run out nowadays, do they? it hurts when i cry...yet it's promising at the same time. my eyes are swollen now because of it.
sometimes...i wonder if i actually like being depressed. i wonder if i'm unhappy when i'm happy. and if i refuse to be happy. that i use depression as an excuse to have a screwed up life or something. or if i'm just using depression to get noticed...
ever get that feeling?
i'm sleepy. but i don't wanna go to sleep.
*gasp*i'm wearing pink! HOT-DAMN, i look like a gurl>.O
i changed my layout again...from gaz to suicide/sadness/anger. new theme. new theme. yeah, well, anyways, at 21.24, i took a walk and cried at the playground. oh, boy, my tears never run out nowadays, do they? it hurts when i cry...yet it's promising at the same time. my eyes are swollen now because of it.
sometimes...i wonder if i actually like being depressed. i wonder if i'm unhappy when i'm happy. and if i refuse to be happy. that i use depression as an excuse to have a screwed up life or something. or if i'm just using depression to get noticed...
ever get that feeling?