Apr 12, 2004 20:25
Well, nothing good happened throughout my day. Only that my friend Sara came over earlier and we just hung out here for a little while. then we went back to her house for about 10 mins before goin to Best Buy with her mom to look at new computers, which lasted about an hour. when i got home i just went on the comp and talked to people, then got bored and hungry, ate, and now i'm magically back here again. my life has like no interesting days or moments...that fucking sucks. you think that life is so "precious" and shit, when it really isn't at all!...well mine isn't anyway. i always feel like it really would be so much easier for me to just pick up the fucking knife, and put myself out of this misery. but i'm too scared to even go farther than a few small scars from needles and pins. but hey, who knows?... today i'm typing these words, tomorrow i may be in the ER for stabbing myself or some fucked up shit like that. whoa....holy fuck, i am way off topic here. *sits up* anyway uh...i'm just gonna quit now before i scare you all. Heh. Well, i'm goin now...later.