I've just..given up
The thing is, once you reach a certain age, you just kinda slump down and say "ok, here's my white flag, I give up". I've reached it. I'm just so sick of letting people treat me like crap. Letting guys just walk all over me. I want to be contacted first, I want to be told I'm pretty and nice, and that you like me. I want to be courted. I'm not saying I want to be spoiled rotten, but it would be nice. It would also be nice to be told you like me, instead of me playing the guessing game. Would also be nice if men took that first step and said "hey, lets go out on such and such a day at this time" because lets face it, I'm a Libra and a woman ontop of that, the two mixed and you get me - indesicive and unable to make a choice. I want the guy to take the lead. God damnit, I want to feel important and wanted and needed, not the other way around! I also don't want to feel like a piece of meat, like some guy can just grope and manhandle me anytime he wants. I want respect, and I'll give you some in return. Just...show me some sort of interest in who I am, rather then if I want babies and what it would be like if we "potentionally" move in together. Get to know ME instead of daydreaming about a future that might not happen because you keep talking like it's only sex you want.