Jun 28, 2006 02:00
Since Noone is on LiveJournal anymore(they have all left to myspace) I will write as a I please.
As of the last 2 months or so..I have had like a thing where almsot everywhere I go.....im finally bein checked out by girls. Like at school a 23yr old and like a 21 yr old like to talk to me. at work some 25 yr old is trying to get me to go with her to the gym. When I go out to eat the hostes, the movie theater the girl that works at the lobby, at work and so on.
But I actally feel weird getting this attention. I dont feel like i deserve it nor want it for some reason. Its weird because usally im not trying to get someone to like me, im always myself, and yet the one person I want to notice me a bit more... is not 20 something. hell not even 18. shes just bearly gonna be 17. yet thats the only person im intrested in.
Where was all this attention a long time ago? I have not gotton this kind of looks from girls since like middle school.
to bad its not helpin me with what I want.