Wow
All my old post's seem so childish and embarrassing.
Oh well, it's who I used to be
Why am I on live journal? I don't know. Maybe when I'm 60 I will want to read through this?
For good warm fuzzy memories.
So many things have changed. I tried and experienced so many things. I made and lost lot's of friends. Some by choice others by..well some I am not sure. Some live far away in other countries and distant lands. It's been years since I have had good quality conversations with old friends. I dated a few girls, but I don't think I was made for relationships. I like the idea of love and it looks amazing in movies, but it just seems to be a distant out of reach phenomenon that when I'm in it..I just want to be out. Maybe that will change as I get older.
I like being alone tho. It's ok to be too. It took me awhile to feel comfortable with it. I thank outer space everyday for the invention of music. It's my life. I write songs but I don't share them. Expressing how I feel through music is a way for me to figure things out. I'm not sure that what I write is going to help anyone anyway, but it would be nice to think it would.
Another thing I have noticed is that I never stay put for very long. I like to do new things and travel and keep going. I believe that I can do anything...which is why I think I never finish anything. I get excited about something new and dive head first into until I'm distracted my something else. I have come to terms with this trait. I tried forcing myself to stay put, but I don't like it. Stability has never been my thing. I understand how it works but It's not me.
Well livejournal,
Stay Gold
Oh well, it's who I used to be
Why am I on live journal? I don't know. Maybe when I'm 60 I will want to read through this?
For good warm fuzzy memories.
So many things have changed. I tried and experienced so many things. I made and lost lot's of friends. Some by choice others by..well some I am not sure. Some live far away in other countries and distant lands. It's been years since I have had good quality conversations with old friends. I dated a few girls, but I don't think I was made for relationships. I like the idea of love and it looks amazing in movies, but it just seems to be a distant out of reach phenomenon that when I'm in it..I just want to be out. Maybe that will change as I get older.
I like being alone tho. It's ok to be too. It took me awhile to feel comfortable with it. I thank outer space everyday for the invention of music. It's my life. I write songs but I don't share them. Expressing how I feel through music is a way for me to figure things out. I'm not sure that what I write is going to help anyone anyway, but it would be nice to think it would.
Another thing I have noticed is that I never stay put for very long. I like to do new things and travel and keep going. I believe that I can do anything...which is why I think I never finish anything. I get excited about something new and dive head first into until I'm distracted my something else. I have come to terms with this trait. I tried forcing myself to stay put, but I don't like it. Stability has never been my thing. I understand how it works but It's not me.
Well livejournal,
Stay Gold