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i gets to that point where goodbyes are worthless
when you have something amazing in front of you
everything behind you kinda just fades away
its like a pastor stepping away from religion
or a vegan eating meat
an ocd not opening and closing the door three times before he goes through
or a skits turning in his crayon
when you die are you gonna say hey, i didn't do this or that....
that unfortunately wont make me proud
i want to die knowing i tried and experienced everything i could have
im not afraid to make mistakes or take chances
or even challenge my beliefs or ideas
unfortunatley people listen to some band and their ideas and adopt them
thinking that they are apart of something and doing something for themselves
punk- like your ever gonna hate bush enough to actually make a difference
emo- seriously you take relationships too far and serious
metal- you hate enough people, try hating yourself
indie- yeah your soo artistic
and its not just bands, we read magazines and wish we were stars and adopt to what they like and think is right. people have no center of self awarness, grow up, someone will live better than you, protest better than you, and make a bigger difference, and those reading this now saying blah blah blah its people who say you cant make a difference is what motivates me, and other bs, like look at this one example where someone overcame, yeah that was one person, you probably wont be that person, but you can go ahead and try.
thats like saying your one vote counts in the electoral college
i say fuck it and do what you like and try everything and at the end of life, decide what beliefs and values are really important
seriously have a beer, crash a car, yell at a cop, steal something, get a record, drink caffine, tell a girl shes fat, ditch your friends, make new friends, get a job, quit your job, buy worthless items, drive somewhere random, go to college, punch a girl, punch a guy, try for your REAL dream not that shit you ended up with, pretend your hot, pretend you suck, who fuckin cares just break out of the mold you have always been in that hasnt really done a gawd dam thing for you, keep trying,
now what dad, i dunno, get married
take this whole thing seriously or just call me a fuckin idiot, noone but you fuckin cares either way
HAHAHA FUCKIN LIVEJOURNAL
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when you have something amazing in front of you
everything behind you kinda just fades away
its like a pastor stepping away from religion
or a vegan eating meat
an ocd not opening and closing the door three times before he goes through
or a skits turning in his crayon
when you die are you gonna say hey, i didn't do this or that....
that unfortunately wont make me proud
i want to die knowing i tried and experienced everything i could have
im not afraid to make mistakes or take chances
or even challenge my beliefs or ideas
unfortunatley people listen to some band and their ideas and adopt them
thinking that they are apart of something and doing something for themselves
punk- like your ever gonna hate bush enough to actually make a difference
emo- seriously you take relationships too far and serious
metal- you hate enough people, try hating yourself
indie- yeah your soo artistic
and its not just bands, we read magazines and wish we were stars and adopt to what they like and think is right. people have no center of self awarness, grow up, someone will live better than you, protest better than you, and make a bigger difference, and those reading this now saying blah blah blah its people who say you cant make a difference is what motivates me, and other bs, like look at this one example where someone overcame, yeah that was one person, you probably wont be that person, but you can go ahead and try.
thats like saying your one vote counts in the electoral college
i say fuck it and do what you like and try everything and at the end of life, decide what beliefs and values are really important
seriously have a beer, crash a car, yell at a cop, steal something, get a record, drink caffine, tell a girl shes fat, ditch your friends, make new friends, get a job, quit your job, buy worthless items, drive somewhere random, go to college, punch a girl, punch a guy, try for your REAL dream not that shit you ended up with, pretend your hot, pretend you suck, who fuckin cares just break out of the mold you have always been in that hasnt really done a gawd dam thing for you, keep trying,
now what dad, i dunno, get married
take this whole thing seriously or just call me a fuckin idiot, noone but you fuckin cares either way
HAHAHA FUCKIN LIVEJOURNAL
p.s. myspace