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So last night I went to Daves.
It was fun, Thy flesh consumed got a bit of songs written and it was generally just everyone sitting around and drinking. I was very confused when I saw Terrameg, because the last time i had saw her, her hair was long and brown. But this time it was black and short. It turns out they were only extensions.
Pete, Dave and I went to the store in the middle of the night, and I only now realized how much of a sweet tooth Pete has. It seemed every time I turned around he was into some sort of sugery snack treat.
I also talked to Michelle a bit. Its nice to know she doesent hate me, atleast I dont think she does.
Fuck that, Too much drama.
I was also happy to learn how electricity works.
I also managed to drink back a pint of rum, about 4 beer and I smoked a whole lot of pot. Did I mention Absenthe? I dident take very much but like whoa.. never again. I only had a cap \ful. And I feel bad for Jay (I think it was jay's anyway?) because when I poured it I spilled a bit on the ground because I was still drunk. Oh well, I will give him a couple bucks when I see him next, or something to make it up.
I ended up having to leave Dave's though, I dont really know how to explain why though... I was panicing because I dident know anyone besides Dave when Ana left... So I ended up calling her and she waited in the parkinglot. Dave, Meg, Michelle and..Megs friend (I wish I remembered her name because she was a really sweet girl) walked me too Ana. But what was scary, is for some reason my mood changed really quickly.. And I felt like taking one of them and slicing there throat. For know reason! It was terrifying. So I told them that they should probably leave. And I am sure now they hate me.
I hate getting fucked up like that.
Then I called Walker, because I was worried about what the hell was going on, and generally because I used to feel that if I talked to himI felt better. And he was the only one I could think of that knew anything about Absenthe. But when I called him I could tell that he dident want to talk. Then Ana took the phone and after they talked he hung up. What was the excuse? Because he had friends over. What the fuck?! One of the most important times I could ever need him and he fucks off. It fucking figures.
So then I called Ryan, and ofcourse now I feel like a bitch because he was so fucking worried. He was suppose to come see me after work, but I bet he got busy. *Sigh* I really do miss him. Atleast now he knows just how much.
Well, I think thats just about enough ranting for one night. I should really get some sleep. But first I need to wait for Jesse to call.Goddamnit, he better hurry up.