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i feel yucky today. ive been hanging out with Lara and her friends, who are also my friends, even though they are 11 and 12. They are skinny. It makes me sad.
my new schedule for the school year leaves no time to eat, sleep, or bathe. i don't know whether this makes me want to laugh or cry. I have taken on another job, 2 days a week, (selling ice cream) along with my bagel job, also 2 days a week. I have tennis (5x a week), school, college applications, chorus groups, jazz band, curves with my mom (3x a week), plus homework and possibly, have a social life.
im afraid to take showers, because today, instead of the usual 10 strands that fall out, about 60 strands of hair fell out when i was rinsing it. like huge clumps. im really fuckin scared that im going to be bald soon. what kind of food/vitamins are good for hair?! i need it :(
also, i somehow popped a lot of blood vessels on both my shoulders. it looks weird. :-/
my new schedule for the school year leaves no time to eat, sleep, or bathe. i don't know whether this makes me want to laugh or cry. I have taken on another job, 2 days a week, (selling ice cream) along with my bagel job, also 2 days a week. I have tennis (5x a week), school, college applications, chorus groups, jazz band, curves with my mom (3x a week), plus homework and possibly, have a social life.
im afraid to take showers, because today, instead of the usual 10 strands that fall out, about 60 strands of hair fell out when i was rinsing it. like huge clumps. im really fuckin scared that im going to be bald soon. what kind of food/vitamins are good for hair?! i need it :(
also, i somehow popped a lot of blood vessels on both my shoulders. it looks weird. :-/