obedience vs. sacrifice

[sed_para_sangre]

but baby this ain't no party, i've realized that twice. and my friends tried to warn me, but experience > advice. and you'd think we'd evolve, cause theories are proven. but problems unsolved become streaks of love losing. so let me play bench, i'll stay out of your way. and maybe we'll make sense of the past tense some day. until then those sidelines will burn evermore. with desire that's never existed before. i want things to change, and by things i mean you. i mean me: "you're mean!" we see these feelings as truth. i want this and that, i don't know what i want. i want to give back, but it's selfish to want. so here, taste this virtue, it's healthy i promise. patience won't hurt you, it just makes you honest. i'm starting all over, new lies and fresh facts. but when inspiration runs dry, i can't hide, i'll be back.

. F I N A L I T Y .