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It's not even been over a year and a half yet, but still, it's her time to go. Her being my Grandma, and the year and a half is since my Grandpa passed away. This sucks. Why couldn't she just have been taken quickly? Instead of dragging it out, putting her in physical pain, and putting everyone who loves her in emotional pain. My mom called me crying. There's only been 2 times in my life that I've seen my mother cry. Twice, in 16 years. And what could I do? She's two hours away, and I'm here, trapped by my inability to drive. God damn it! Who made the stupid law of having to be 16 until you could get your G1? And who made the stupid law of having to wait 8 months until you get your G2? And why can't I just drive myself to London and be there for my mom? And why can't my questions be answered? For fuck sakes, why?