Oct 07, 2007 12:19
I haven't written in here in a while, but my life is going through some changes, and I think it's time to start it back up. I want to write what I feel and not give a fuck who reads it, because It's me and I should never be ashamed of who I am, what I've done, or what I've been through, even if I regret some of it, I have to live with it, and it's apart of me. I want to be remembered as being bare, and by that I mean being me 100% including being vulnerable. To me being bare is allowing everyone to see who you really are all the time, allowing them to see right into the darkest parts of your soul. You may think thats dumb, and that it will get me into trouble, and it probably will, but I don't care Im not going to not be myself, or cover parts of me up, because of society. I want to be bare, and wear who I am, what I've done, and what I stand for on my sleeves. I shouldnt be ashamed of any of that, even if I regret some of it, because it is apart of who I am today, I can't change the past. Life is what it is, and mine is fucked up sometimes, and I don't give a fuck cause so is yours. None of us are perfect, and I want to show you how imperfect I am, because that is who I am, an imperfect person in a complicated world who laughs, and cries. I am who I am, the good, the bad, the ugly, and I want to show it to the everyone, you can take it or leave it. I don't care, I am me, I am natural. I am genuine. I am authentic. all the time.