Smoke and Mirrors
Watching the snow fall does something to me. It makes me feel a certain way, indescribable. It makes me want to waltz the night away. It makes me want to be artistic to write, to compose...it makes me want to listen to Mono. I just spent two hours producing some of the best music I ever have, and that in itself, makes me feel like I'm on top of the world. My emotions are ruled by completely ridiculous things, and yet my emotions determine many of my actions...strange how that works.
I honestly am at the final stage of giving up on school. I am at the point now where I'm doing 0% of my homework, and giving about 10% effort in my classes. It's the best feeling ever. You know, it was once said, "its not until you lose everything that you are free to do anything". I feel that once you lose everything that's holding you back, you are free to do anything. I feel that school is one of those things.
I honestly don't think hardly anyone reads this. I honestly don't see why I write in this, it doesn't do that much for me. But I will continue posting here, well, because I have to express it somewhere I suppose.
I leave you with words of wisdom from the man that gave us our other quote, "without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing."
<3
P.S. It takes a real man to tear up when Nick Verreos gets eliminated.
I honestly am at the final stage of giving up on school. I am at the point now where I'm doing 0% of my homework, and giving about 10% effort in my classes. It's the best feeling ever. You know, it was once said, "its not until you lose everything that you are free to do anything". I feel that once you lose everything that's holding you back, you are free to do anything. I feel that school is one of those things.
I honestly don't think hardly anyone reads this. I honestly don't see why I write in this, it doesn't do that much for me. But I will continue posting here, well, because I have to express it somewhere I suppose.
I leave you with words of wisdom from the man that gave us our other quote, "without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing."
<3
P.S. It takes a real man to tear up when Nick Verreos gets eliminated.