not meant to be...
well, i've written the same entry 3 times, and it has never come out right. so fuck it, maybe you guys just arent meant to know how im feeling about things lately. which makes sense because how i have been feeling lately, isnt really part of my character. maybe these feelings will pass, i sure hope so. Im fucking miserable here... but im not going to go into it becuase i obviously wasnt meant to. dont bother asking "how are you?" because i will obviously give you the answer "wonderful". im not meant to be weak and share my feelings. so instead, i'll just talk to myself about them and figure it out myself, cuz god forbid i ask someone for help. im going to take a shower now, maybe i'll drowned or something. < that sounded kind of suicidal, everyone chill. we all know i would kill you before i would kill myself. so fuck it, this is how im feeling. happy, wonderful, great, spiffy, peachy... cuz im never upset, im never sad, and i never need help.