Dec 21, 2004 21:11
ok, we all know i have certain "commitment issues", so why do people still try to push a relationship on me? my answer from now, and for a very long time will be a big fat HELL NO! But it i guess some people just cant take that for an answer.
Another thing, i refuse to feel bad if i dont like you, and honestly, fuck you for trying to make me feel guilty. Guilt is not something i really have ever felt, for the fact i dont give i shit if i make you sad. Dont blame me if your emotionally unstable, and cant handle rejection. if you go for me, it will often end up in rejection and then you'll end up being mad at me cuz i dont care that i hurt your feelings.
I make it very clear when i like someone, and if you feel your getting mixed signals from be, take that as a sign i dont want a relationship. but i hear i do "lead people on", al though i really dont think i do. im honest about my feelings usually whether you understand them or not. on certain occasions i dont say my feelings to save others feelings, and probably life, cuz im not a total bitch.
my entire point is, im not into anyone right now, except myself. another thing, lets all stop wondering about my sexuality, it doesnt matter. and for fun, lets clear on more thing up, i dont have sex for reasons that really arent your business, but im going to tell you anyways so you shut up. i use to have a lot of it, never really meant anything, and i realized i dont have the maturity and emotional capability to care about sex, im just not ready for it, and i dont know anyone i even want to have sex with. thats the end of it, so let it go.
this was not directed at everyone reading this, but im sure you enjoyed it. :)