The aftermath of Hannah Era.
I’ve been wanting to write this out for months, but I couldn’t get around to it. I keep thinking about it at work, school, and so on, but when I’m at a computer, it goes blank. But I really wanted to write this out, to get it off my chest. So here it is, the aftermath of the Hannah Era.
I’m not going to go back ( Read more... )
I’m not going to go back ( Read more... )
If you are glad you were not the "right guy for her", then why even ask yourself "what you did wrong?" . You already said it. What you did "wrong" for her was have a mind of your own, and was not easily controlled.
No need to hash over a big mess like that. Now, that is all the stuff you can tell your head - but telling your heart is another ... Read Morething. You did care for her, and it is hard to just "let go and move on" - I guess "hating" her is one way to work towards doing that.... but I do hope that you will change your mind on the vow to "never forgive her."
Doing so is just like carrying her (and all her ugly baggage) around on your back for the rest of your life... even if it is just for the rest of the year, isn't that too long?
Let her go - she is not what you wanted, anyway. She is just what you THOUGHT you wanted - based on what you THOUGHT she was. All an illusion. You can let that go. It will feel great when you do.
(Hugs)
Robbie, do you want me to send you your other facebook commenters on your last two LJ posts? Through here, or email?
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As for you commenting on Facebook or on LJ...it doesn't matter. Just keep in mind, once you comment on Facebook, you'll get e-mails from all the people who comments after you. But if you comment on LJ, you only get e-mails from either me or somebody commenting on your statement.
Anyway, my response....You know, I nearly waited for you for almost 5 years. From the day that I liked you to the day that you got married. Of course I dated a lot of other people, but I was hoping that things would be different, and of course we know that never happened. Although, it taught me a big lesson. If somebody hurts you, just move on. I guess what really hit me was that I was so confused by Hannah, and it was happening so fast. I mean, REALLY fast. I just couldn't figure out why she never gave me a chance to work things out. But now I know why. She doesn't care about love really...all she wants is a baby. I've let her go, but I have lost a lot of trust in other people, because I don't like getting hurt. I was hurt between us, Heather, but I moved on and still trusted you because of the strong friendship we both have. Hannah and I had nothing between us....but the hurt was there so much.
I know this ramble doesn't quite make sense....but...I'll leave it the way it is.
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