Oct 12, 2008 19:10
Well, it looks like tonight isn't going to happen. I was looking forward to it all week, hoping that I would do something great for her. Sad thing is, Hannah has to work tonight. She's closing the store. But I did get to see her today, so that meant something.
As I walked Hannah to her car, I mentioned about the dinner thing, and told her that we'll have to do it another time. She was okay with that. I even told her that I was planning on making spaghetti for her, and she made fun of me! She told me that she once had a lunch that was so good, and I guess she's trying to make me step up to make something really good. AH! I can do that! But what can I make? What can I make that will impress her with my cooking?
Hannah is a great girl. She talks a lot, and a lot of people would come up to her and talk. I'm trying my hardest to keep up with the conversation, and I'm missing half of the things that are going on. That's causing Hannah to pick on me because she thinks I don't listen! But she is really great to be with, and I really do enjoy being with her.
At Sunday School, when the class ended and it was time for us to go to the Chapel. Hannah and I were sitting together, and we both got up. She was talking to somebody, and I was waiting with her. This time, I didn't listen tot he conversation, but then I though to myself, "I'll just go to the chapel myself and wait for her." So I left her and wait for her. A few moments later, Hannah comes in a bit upset on the fact that I left her. I didn't think that it was a big deal, but it was. I thought couples do that.
Although something tells me that I have a lot to learn about this girl. I do want to be with her and I want to make her happy. But sometimes I feel that my hearing loss, is somewhat frustrating for her. It's very understandable, and I'm trying to figure out a way to get around it, so that things between us are better. I think I'm getting better since I'm working on it...I hope she sees that.
So, I guess tonight, I'm making dinner for one. Spaghetti anyone?
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