havent said anything in a while
everyone's life seems to be filled with "cute" little love stories. hopes and dreams. stories of perfection and serendipity. it all seems so surreal.
I don't know why every time I meet someone, connecting with them on more than just a base "i like stuff, you like stuff" level is nearly impossible. No matter how hard I try, most of the time I just can't seem to bring myself to care. Nothing they bring to the table is ever really that intellectually stimulating, or seem very important. I'm not above anyone else, no one is above another, so don't tell me I'd need to just step off of my high horse. However i just can't seem to bring myself to actually care about the diarrhea that consistently flows from their mouth.
I often wonder if other people think of things the same way I do, or have the same thoughts and ideas. Is it that they are incapable, or is it that they simply just don't care? Or do i just think too hard about everything?
For anyone that this means anything to, or can relate to feeling like this, thank you.
You make my life worthwhile.
I don't know why every time I meet someone, connecting with them on more than just a base "i like stuff, you like stuff" level is nearly impossible. No matter how hard I try, most of the time I just can't seem to bring myself to care. Nothing they bring to the table is ever really that intellectually stimulating, or seem very important. I'm not above anyone else, no one is above another, so don't tell me I'd need to just step off of my high horse. However i just can't seem to bring myself to actually care about the diarrhea that consistently flows from their mouth.
I often wonder if other people think of things the same way I do, or have the same thoughts and ideas. Is it that they are incapable, or is it that they simply just don't care? Or do i just think too hard about everything?
For anyone that this means anything to, or can relate to feeling like this, thank you.
You make my life worthwhile.