This week
Well it all started on Friday, i went down there to see the world and i came back satisfied on thursday, thanksgiving day
Friday-
comes along, and I was planning to see the love of my life at her place, so I called her seeing what she was doing, she didnt answer, so then me and david head to the mall, during the ride to the mall she calls davids cell and asks for me, so you know I got the phone and then I asked her what she was doing, and she told me she was on her way home from the movies, which I expected, HOWEVER I asked her if she could do anything around the hour of 8...her reply started as a simple no...so I tried to explain my situation as fast and as detailed as possible, but it didnt seem to cut it, I told her that I wanted to see her but i couldn't until the hours I stated, she told me she couldnt do anything at those times, so we both came to the conclusion we werent going to see eachother, which did honestly crush me, but I had no way of seeing her before, so that whole night it was on my mind, I felt bad but I couldn't let it affect my night, all though in the end, it did.
I started with 1 person and the group QUICKLY grew for the moment I got there, David and I ran into Jonny and his friends, we sat and talked a bit, then departed, but not for long, everywhere we went it seemed as though we'd run into eachother, but Jonny wasn't the only person I ran into, I saw kaylyn desirae desiree kelsey a BUNCH of people I hadent seen in a long time. It was cool but I still had the thought of the possiblity of seeing Candice that night. But those fantisies quickly diminished. For I knew that it wouldn't happen. The night ended with me running into ariele and vanessa and their friends, saw alisia, other guys and well it didn't end on a dark note
Saturday-
I wake up in Henry's house me on his bed, and him on the floor, I felt bad in a way, but hey he offered...So that day I determined I was going to wake up David early and I would redeem myself with candice, wasn't as easy as I thought getting the balls to go over there, but once I did, it was the best idea I ever had. I went over there, but before I did, I called her and she didnt seem to happy with me. But I told her I was going over and she didn't seem to argue the fact of me arriving at her house, so I took the hint. I called my brother, and hes SOO tight, he actually took me over there, for me to apoligize, I went over there and I could instantly tell she was happy to see me HOWEVER she needed to maintain the "mad" additude with me, since in her eyes it was a CRIME I couldnt do anything when she could.
So I explained my side, and she understood, while this was happening my brother, Jonny and Bobby were waiting outside in his car, I was carefree of them, I assumed there were just fine. So When she invited me in I didn't pass up the opportunity, once I got in we went to her room, and I told her I said "Candice, I would never do something like this on purpose, I would never want to hurt you, if I had another chance I would do things differently, because I Love You" After I said this I knew she forgave me because we kissed after, just a peck of reconsilliation. After we had our little moment Jonny comes in telling me that the neighborhood people were getting mad, so I departed from Candice asking her if she was gonna do anything later, she told me she didn't know, so I told her I'd call her later and I did just that, which ended up being the second best idea I've ever had.
I called her up, and she told me I could go over but only for a couple of hours, and i told her a time I would try to show at her house around, told her 4:30 and well i called her again around 4:30 asked if I could still go over and she told me Yes, AND that she was the only one home. When she told me this, I RAN soo fast light couldnt even keep up with me. I was there in like 20 minutes, and thats fast. I knocked on the door and she was happy as ever to see me. Stepped in and the magic began. We went right to her couch, watched Degrassi, which I wasn't really paying attention too, hell I could hardly breathe. Got some water and sat back down with the love of my life. Sat down, kissed a bit, not too much there, I still needed to catch my breath. Then things got spicy. we went on the bigger couch, then we started kissing THE BEST KISSES EVER, nice and slow this time, our other ones were always fast, cuz we were always afraid of the people around us, on this time THERE WAS NO BODY, so we took our time, and I did what I wanted =x nothing really to tell there, but the rest of the night was magical as well...I called david had him and Jonny walk and I walk and I met up with them under the bridge and that just about rounded my saturday.
The rest of the week isnt too familiar with me, i dont kno the exact days, but one day Me and jonny and carl, matt, trips, martin, and yul did some HOOKAH in his garage, and that was a chill day, after we were done doing that, we went to the mall and saw candice again, only this time I had allergies and it wasn't that great ONLY good part was me seeing Candice, she made me feel so much better, ran into some other ppl but didnt hang out, me and jonny went home I knocked out early and well, that is all I really care to journal about in here, soo ill update later... <333
haha if you read all this I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH
and if your candice and DIDNT read all of it I STILL LOVE YOU SOO SOOO MUCH ITS CRAZY
later
Friday-
comes along, and I was planning to see the love of my life at her place, so I called her seeing what she was doing, she didnt answer, so then me and david head to the mall, during the ride to the mall she calls davids cell and asks for me, so you know I got the phone and then I asked her what she was doing, and she told me she was on her way home from the movies, which I expected, HOWEVER I asked her if she could do anything around the hour of 8...her reply started as a simple no...so I tried to explain my situation as fast and as detailed as possible, but it didnt seem to cut it, I told her that I wanted to see her but i couldn't until the hours I stated, she told me she couldnt do anything at those times, so we both came to the conclusion we werent going to see eachother, which did honestly crush me, but I had no way of seeing her before, so that whole night it was on my mind, I felt bad but I couldn't let it affect my night, all though in the end, it did.
I started with 1 person and the group QUICKLY grew for the moment I got there, David and I ran into Jonny and his friends, we sat and talked a bit, then departed, but not for long, everywhere we went it seemed as though we'd run into eachother, but Jonny wasn't the only person I ran into, I saw kaylyn desirae desiree kelsey a BUNCH of people I hadent seen in a long time. It was cool but I still had the thought of the possiblity of seeing Candice that night. But those fantisies quickly diminished. For I knew that it wouldn't happen. The night ended with me running into ariele and vanessa and their friends, saw alisia, other guys and well it didn't end on a dark note
Saturday-
I wake up in Henry's house me on his bed, and him on the floor, I felt bad in a way, but hey he offered...So that day I determined I was going to wake up David early and I would redeem myself with candice, wasn't as easy as I thought getting the balls to go over there, but once I did, it was the best idea I ever had. I went over there, but before I did, I called her and she didnt seem to happy with me. But I told her I was going over and she didn't seem to argue the fact of me arriving at her house, so I took the hint. I called my brother, and hes SOO tight, he actually took me over there, for me to apoligize, I went over there and I could instantly tell she was happy to see me HOWEVER she needed to maintain the "mad" additude with me, since in her eyes it was a CRIME I couldnt do anything when she could.
So I explained my side, and she understood, while this was happening my brother, Jonny and Bobby were waiting outside in his car, I was carefree of them, I assumed there were just fine. So When she invited me in I didn't pass up the opportunity, once I got in we went to her room, and I told her I said "Candice, I would never do something like this on purpose, I would never want to hurt you, if I had another chance I would do things differently, because I Love You" After I said this I knew she forgave me because we kissed after, just a peck of reconsilliation. After we had our little moment Jonny comes in telling me that the neighborhood people were getting mad, so I departed from Candice asking her if she was gonna do anything later, she told me she didn't know, so I told her I'd call her later and I did just that, which ended up being the second best idea I've ever had.
I called her up, and she told me I could go over but only for a couple of hours, and i told her a time I would try to show at her house around, told her 4:30 and well i called her again around 4:30 asked if I could still go over and she told me Yes, AND that she was the only one home. When she told me this, I RAN soo fast light couldnt even keep up with me. I was there in like 20 minutes, and thats fast. I knocked on the door and she was happy as ever to see me. Stepped in and the magic began. We went right to her couch, watched Degrassi, which I wasn't really paying attention too, hell I could hardly breathe. Got some water and sat back down with the love of my life. Sat down, kissed a bit, not too much there, I still needed to catch my breath. Then things got spicy. we went on the bigger couch, then we started kissing THE BEST KISSES EVER, nice and slow this time, our other ones were always fast, cuz we were always afraid of the people around us, on this time THERE WAS NO BODY, so we took our time, and I did what I wanted =x nothing really to tell there, but the rest of the night was magical as well...I called david had him and Jonny walk and I walk and I met up with them under the bridge and that just about rounded my saturday.
The rest of the week isnt too familiar with me, i dont kno the exact days, but one day Me and jonny and carl, matt, trips, martin, and yul did some HOOKAH in his garage, and that was a chill day, after we were done doing that, we went to the mall and saw candice again, only this time I had allergies and it wasn't that great ONLY good part was me seeing Candice, she made me feel so much better, ran into some other ppl but didnt hang out, me and jonny went home I knocked out early and well, that is all I really care to journal about in here, soo ill update later... <333
haha if you read all this I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH
and if your candice and DIDNT read all of it I STILL LOVE YOU SOO SOOO MUCH ITS CRAZY
later