Right now I am overcome by cold and mounting pressure due to midterms. My house is sick and I am fighting... its supposed to be so warm soon but I am freezing, my fingers make ice feel warm. I hope I make it through this week... I am just overtly tired. I long for sleep and mental exploration, reading back stories can be entertaining but fairly supplemental... I have been doing shitty in school, well not shitty just not the exceptional level at which i hope to achieve effortlessly (pipe dream eh?) I suppose nothing comes so easy... I need some support