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So I got into Guilford. That's nice to know.
Today I rode on the Christmas Bus that wasn't. It was very sad. Mark being sick is like Caitlin laughing with her mouth closed. It just doesn't feel right.
In addition, I am convinced that being "artsy" is a false illusion and that we should all just try to cut that shit out before we exhaust ourselelvs. Anyway, I haven't done my Senior Exit Project and I think things like Senior Exits are just big bullshit assignments that we have to do to prove how much we can bullshit in front of a panel of judges. I hate that Senior Year is basically all about bullshitting in front of strangers. Senior Exits, College Essays, Auditions and such...
I love this year, but I'm ready for it to be over. Does that make sense?
Today I rode on the Christmas Bus that wasn't. It was very sad. Mark being sick is like Caitlin laughing with her mouth closed. It just doesn't feel right.
In addition, I am convinced that being "artsy" is a false illusion and that we should all just try to cut that shit out before we exhaust ourselelvs. Anyway, I haven't done my Senior Exit Project and I think things like Senior Exits are just big bullshit assignments that we have to do to prove how much we can bullshit in front of a panel of judges. I hate that Senior Year is basically all about bullshitting in front of strangers. Senior Exits, College Essays, Auditions and such...
I love this year, but I'm ready for it to be over. Does that make sense?