Jan 15, 2004 17:02
hey.
so like iv been up all night being sick :( and all of today and then i have a cup of tea and some toast and im feeling great again? weird.
so shitty past day. Fell out with scott. meh i dont care hes a wanker.
ok so maybe i do care. alot. i was looking out for him and all he could do was tell me to grow up? asshole. I really miss him kinda weird how i do, iv never missed someone so much, ever. god i wish he was here so i could just throw my arms round him and tell him im sorry but hes not and he wont be because of me and my really stupid way of thinking.
i hope i choke.
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