New To This. . .
I'm sitting here in my dorm room after just eating and I feel like shit. . .I want to know why I feel like this and LOOK like this when no one else I know does. . .thats why I created a journal here. . I want to join a community of some sort so I can get support from others out there that go through the same feelings as me. . I don't want to feel alone. . I don't want to feel like I'm the black sheep. . .I want to be perfect. . .why does everyone think thats such a bad thing?. . . its not. . I want to be happy and in order to be happy I have to be perfect. . lets hope I find some people who can help me achieve my goal. . .