turning to lj-why do i care? i've fallen for the kind words with a worthless meaning
so today i've been in a very pissy mood. and i have a headache, NOT ONE I GAVE TO MYSELF but i have made it worse with my negative thinking. i'm writing in lj because i don't think anyone really reads it but people always say that thne have 20 million comments. but i've realized but not come to terms with the fact that i need to move on and forget about "promising" and "plans" in that aspect people are stupid i feel like crying but i really can't bring myself to it. i hate telling people they are right after i already told them they're wrong when deep down inside i new it was true. my eyes are tearing but i have no tears like its kinda worth crying about but obviously not if all the above is happening. i'm going to go to bed and finish my NEW BEGINNING in the morning. a great way to start a new beginning is with a new job.