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[secretsilence4]

man, i fuck up everything
honestly i do
i hurt those i care about
i confuse those i love
i can't do the right thing
i can't say the right thing
i'm not trying to be selfish
i'm trying to help others
but at the same time
i'm sick of getting myself hurt
and taken advantage of
i don't want to hurt anyone else
i don't want to feel so empty after i make someone sad
it'd be so much easier if i'm just empty myself
so, if i'm not around for a little while
just know i'm not ignoring you
i'm just trying to help you out
and save you confusion
or pain in the end

anybody wanna give me a ticket to start a new life
please go ahead
i'm sitting here
pleading for one