if only i had nyquil.
i am grumpy. i have no reason to be grumpy, but sometimes these things can't be helped. so this semester i only have class on tuesday and thursday, which is amazing. i love being back in real school and being lectured at. weird i know. and i definitely got a $2100 refund check from school yesterday. that helps because i definitely had $.17 in the bank. seriously. applied at sub shop which seems like a very easy job and close to home. i have tons of reading and homework already. suck. muzzy's in town, we hung out today and i got some fab finds at ice chalet. however we took late naps and now i am wide awake with only my grumpy self. too much deathcab i think. that and a fight about nothing with parley. and a general sense of being alone. not so much because i live alone, because i love that. its more so that i feel isolated from everyone and i don't understand my relationships with my friends right now. i hear the assholes coming out of bars and stumbling to their cars because the bars are closing. i can't help but wonder if i turned into a barbie, would life be easier. obviously it would lose all meaning, but would that be easier? but it doesn't matter. i should get motivated to hang pictures and fold clothes or maybe take the toaster out of the box and use it. or maybe just put it away. i need to calm the fuck down.