Life is odd.
Yes, life is odd. It has this way of just screwing you over and working out at the same exact time. Example: Today, this guy I was seeing and I called it quits. His excuse was that "he had too much on his mind to think about having anything even close to a girlfriend (And that's kinda me) right now, and it's not fair to me". I was like, "Ummmm... K." Oh well. No biggie, because I was going to tell him that we had to quit too but he got to me first. And the reason I was going to call it quits was for a bigger, better reason than the one he gave me anyway. So that's how life screwed me but worked out at the same time today, and the bigger, better reason is as follows:
I'm flirting around with the idea of a relationship with this guy I met a couple weeks ago. You know who you are, and you are the greatest :). I've never felt any kind of feelings even close to the ones I feel when I'm around you. You treat me like a princess and make me feel absolutely gorgeous. No one I've dated in the past 3 or 4 years has made me feel the way you make me feel. I'm talking about everything from saying "Hi" along with giving me a HUGE hug that no one in the world could top to taking me out to dinner and having long, long drawn out conversations about anything and everything, or late night trips to Dominick's looking for Water Softener Salt. You are definitely "fall-in-love-with" worthy, and the funny thing is, I think I might just be falling for you. We haven't talked about this particular feeling, but everything about you is absolutely wonderful, and there's almost nothing (With the exception of a few minor details) standing in the way of our having a great relationship. We think alike, have the same sense of humor, you have passions, and most of all, you know how to treat a woman. You're perfect. Absolutely perfect. Just know that. :)
In other news, my best friends are mad at me! Alas, sadly it is true. They think I'm ditching them. They just don't understand that I'm working a TON and can't stay out all hours of the night anymore because of work obligations I have. On top of that, my mother is sick. Again. I'm really, really worried about her this time. She's been through so much this past year that I'm worried that her immune system isn't strong enough to fight even the common cold, which is what she has now, times 10. It sounds weird, but that's all it is, is a common cold blown up to impossible proportions because her body is so weak it's having a hard time fighting it. Just know that I love you, Mommy, and I'm there for you, whatever you need. :)
It's late, I have a whole lot of sleeping to do tomorrow so I might as well get started. GOD, sleeping is such hard work. Damn. I hate having so much sleeping to do. IT PISSES ME OFF. :P
HOLLER.
I'm flirting around with the idea of a relationship with this guy I met a couple weeks ago. You know who you are, and you are the greatest :). I've never felt any kind of feelings even close to the ones I feel when I'm around you. You treat me like a princess and make me feel absolutely gorgeous. No one I've dated in the past 3 or 4 years has made me feel the way you make me feel. I'm talking about everything from saying "Hi" along with giving me a HUGE hug that no one in the world could top to taking me out to dinner and having long, long drawn out conversations about anything and everything, or late night trips to Dominick's looking for Water Softener Salt. You are definitely "fall-in-love-with" worthy, and the funny thing is, I think I might just be falling for you. We haven't talked about this particular feeling, but everything about you is absolutely wonderful, and there's almost nothing (With the exception of a few minor details) standing in the way of our having a great relationship. We think alike, have the same sense of humor, you have passions, and most of all, you know how to treat a woman. You're perfect. Absolutely perfect. Just know that. :)
In other news, my best friends are mad at me! Alas, sadly it is true. They think I'm ditching them. They just don't understand that I'm working a TON and can't stay out all hours of the night anymore because of work obligations I have. On top of that, my mother is sick. Again. I'm really, really worried about her this time. She's been through so much this past year that I'm worried that her immune system isn't strong enough to fight even the common cold, which is what she has now, times 10. It sounds weird, but that's all it is, is a common cold blown up to impossible proportions because her body is so weak it's having a hard time fighting it. Just know that I love you, Mommy, and I'm there for you, whatever you need. :)
It's late, I have a whole lot of sleeping to do tomorrow so I might as well get started. GOD, sleeping is such hard work. Damn. I hate having so much sleeping to do. IT PISSES ME OFF. :P
HOLLER.