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I once said I would never let her back into my life. That I could live without my ana. What happened? While I was sleeping she must have slipped in, somebody must have left the door open a crack. For when I woke there she was, smiling over me, in all her uglyness, and perfection. She pointed out my imperfections and as time went on she pointed out my bones and smiled. I smiled to. The greatest reward I could ever know is pleasing ana. I am to deep. To lost in this web that ana has built for the two of us, I shiver as I sip my diet coke. I'm so scared they will send me back to hospital but yet I still obay her every request.
My friends have left me and my family will too. Nobody loves an Anorexic. Not even a fat one like me.
My friends have left me and my family will too. Nobody loves an Anorexic. Not even a fat one like me.