Title: More of His Feelings
Pairing: Akame ( Akanishi Jin x Kamenashi Kazuya )
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG - 13
Warning: Boy x Boy. Not much. Un-beta'd.
Summary: This is the sequel to one of my one-shots,
His Feelings.
Disclaimer: I do not plan on making money out of this. The boys belong to themselves, or as I would think, they belong to Johnny. I am in no way associated with them. If I ever would be, it'd be on my funeral day where I will for them to sing a song for me. Which probably won't happen either. ; _ ;
A / N: First of all, I owe a BIG apology to
yuyako16 because I couldn't get this to her earlier. I'm sorryyy DD8
This is also un-beta'd. Cause I have no beta, but I read this over like, four times. It might still have typos in it. I'm sorry. I kinda did this in a rush too. = x = ;;
It’s been a week since you’ve broken up with him. You look like a mess. Being away from him so long, it hurt. You’re thankful that you got a few days off from work. You just couldn’t stand seeing him every single day. You knew that you’d break down some time, if you were to be close to him, seeing his pleading face every time your eyes meet. So now you’re at home, trying to make yourself okay with everything - okay with staying far from him.
You’re lying on your bed, watching T.V. Or more specifically, this week’s Cartoon KAT-TUN. You see almost nothing but him there, his expressions, his voice, only him. You laugh bitterly. How can you get over him when you see nothing but him? Despite that thought, you return to gazing at him, ‘cause you can’t help it.
Fluttering your eyes open, you realize that you had fallen asleep, and that the reason you woke up was that someone was knocking on your door. Continuously. Groaning, you make yourself get up and out of your bed. As you head to the door, the knocking becomes more furious. ‘Wait a bit, will ya?’ You think in your head before finally opening the door.
You’re frozen as you stand there, staring at the guest who was practically pounding on your door. In other words, Jin. Before you can say something, he pushes you into the house before locking the door and pulls you into a tight hug. His arms are around your shoulder, his hands pulling you deeper into his embrace and his face buries itself in your shoulder.
“I’m sorry, Kazu! I don’t know what I did, but I’m sorry! You know what? After you left, I was in a complete mess! I couldn’t even eat right and kept staying up at nights! I wanted to talk to you at work, but you were always with someone! I realize that I’m nothing without you by my side and that my life is pointless when you’re gone and-“
“Jin-“
“NO, Kazu! Please give me another chance-“
“Jin.”
“I’ll do my best to please you and make you feel loved and-“
“JIN!” You interrupt him and push him a bit until his arms loosen. He looks at you with confused and hurt eyes. You take a big breath and sigh. “Stop hugging me so tight. I’ll die one day.” And immediately after you finish your sentence, his eyes widen and he pulls you into another tight hug.
“WHAT?! You’ll die?! No, Kazu, I don’t want you to die! You can leave me and everything, but please don’t die!” He starts rambling again and you smile. This was Jin. This idiotic man whom you fell in love with as the two of you grew up in the industry together. He stops his rambling when he feels you slowly bringing your arms up to return his hug.
“I love you too, Jin.” You whisper as you rest your head on his chest and close your eyes, a smile on your face.
Yes, he may start liking others who are more mature and professional than you but now you know. His heart won’t waver. He’ll always stay by your side. And you’ll always stay by his’, in this warm embrace that you’ve grown used to.