Dec 30, 2004 21:53
...oh boy...the past couple of days have been rough, but in someway fun. i partyed hardy 4 days in a row which was awesome, but i am sick now sorta as a result. new years is coming up, maybe i'll do something then too.
...i thought i would be and could be fine without you in time, but i was wrong. i am worse than ever now, and i fucking hate it!
i use my nonchalant attitude as a defense mechanism to cover up all the pain i've been feeling. and i hate hate that too cuz i hate hiding shit.