May 08, 2006 19:12
So, now that im getting all these emails from ut about housing and scheduling and orientation as stuff, im pretty freaked out. only two more weeks of real school, (then a week of finals) and thats it. man, busy, busy, busy.
there so much i need to do and so much i want to do.
banquet is only 4 days away, i really hope it comes together.
economics need attention, but it wont be too hard.
costume project is going to bite me in the butt for real. gotta get going on that. where i went wrong with this project: reserch! duely noted. gotta just keep plugging on thru, and it will all be fine.
also, im seriously freaked out about our scene in theater. i really hope it comes together.
oh yeah, and lighitng inventory: whatever. it sucks.
........
sometimes i get so doubtful of myself it's pathetic. not that i dont have a drive to learn from my mstakes (and other) and do better the next time, but i dont want to look like a total idiot at college. and not even that, but i know all the answers to my questions and rants.
i cant draw: so practice, practice, practice
im scared of college: so go and experience it and live it.
whatever, i just need to buy some nice art supplies and a drafting table and a good lamp and lock myself in a room and go to town!!!!!!
oh yeah, frodo lives,star wars sucks and all that jazz.
namarie!