Apr 06, 2005 19:39
well today and this entire week and march and so far april has just SUCKED. um everyone this morning pissed me the hell off because me and rachel spend too much time together...if its irratating then thats not my fault, and if you feel that way then you can kiss my ass and just not be my friend..its not that big a deal...fuck...so we have the same taste in a lot of things..well whatever...that pissed me off this morning....and everytime someone has said something like that in the past...like logan, david, nick, matt, aurora, and so many other people just pisses me off that i was so blind as to not see it coming...especially like at my birthday party when logan and david tried to separate me and rachel....well guess what...it didnt work then, and those are 2 fucking strong ass boys, so it definetly isnt gonna work now with any stupid person...no matter what we will always be friends, and never give each other up for a stupid boy thats trying to take us away from each other..and the same goes for caitlin..i would never give her up for anyone in the whole wide world...shes always there for me and i love her to death......i feel kinda bad though cuz i didnt talk to eric all day and he didnt even do anything...but i was just too pissed too
well when i walked into first period, already pissed the fuck off, i found out ms henry...the COOLEST english teacher ive ever had has lymphnoid cancer...however, its totallly curable so she'llbe just fine..but she has to deal with it for 6 months, and every 2 weeks we will have a sub, and shes gonna have no energy, and she has stitches in her arm, neck, and chest....however, even after treatment she did manage to go shopping :) haha gotta love her..she started crying in class too cuz she felt so horrible...its not that shes scared she just feels like a bad word that she couldnt say taht starts with s and ends with it.
many many other things have been going on too...but thats not my place to talk about....overall, with everything in the fucking world just going wrong, life in general just sucks....thank god for angry singers like my chemical romance...always make me feel better.....well wow thats kinda longer than i expected....9 weeks left till summer thank god...but STAR testing coming up in 2 weeks...fucking sucks... at least veronica mars was on last night and americas next top model is on tonight...tv is better than reality sometimes...and boys are just stupid and suck