Descent into Madness
So I spent ten hours in the foundry today. I am going to be there all day tomorrow, maybe for even longer. I want to shoot myself just a little. My eyes are burning, but if i don't write this now I won't write it later.
Douchebaggerie update:
Army boy spent a long while on the phone with me telling me how much he missed me and cared for me and that he fucked up and he's not sure why he did what he did and he regrets it and how we could be everything to each other and blablabla bullshit bullshit bullshit. Anyways, I had a momentary mental lapse and actually bought the bullshit for long enough to have a little rendezvous with him. Needless to say a few days later and we were incommunicado. He completely ignored any attempt I made to converse with him. Anyways, I sent him a long email telling him how I felt. Of course he didn't respond. In the end I basically told him not to talk to me anymore. Oh first loves. Yes. I said it. Loves. At least with the fictional version of him. =/
Tallboy Update
Came over the day after armyboy rendezvous for a little sexy time. Asked me if all i wanted from him was hooking up or if i was interested in a relationship. Said i wasn't interested in a relationship at this point as i didn't know him that well. Should have also mentioned how he never initiates speaking or hanging out. oops.
RoboKid update
I feel like we're growing apart. It makes me want to cry a little. I miss hanging out with him.
Went to see Zack and Miri make a Porno with nurseman. it was pretty hilarious. I enjoyed.
In other news....
http://photos-f.ak.fbcdn.net/photos-ak-snc1/v378/94/53/56601755/n56601755_30782997_6552.jpg
hee!
<3 you ryan!
Oh. also.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1083563/Palin-backlash-continues-Republican-lawyers-head-Alaska-150-000-campaign-clothes.html
you cannot tell me you don't think that article is hilarious. seriously. hilarious.
and for a little dancing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzyT9-9lUyE
Okay.
I'm done.
You may go now.
Douchebaggerie update:
Army boy spent a long while on the phone with me telling me how much he missed me and cared for me and that he fucked up and he's not sure why he did what he did and he regrets it and how we could be everything to each other and blablabla bullshit bullshit bullshit. Anyways, I had a momentary mental lapse and actually bought the bullshit for long enough to have a little rendezvous with him. Needless to say a few days later and we were incommunicado. He completely ignored any attempt I made to converse with him. Anyways, I sent him a long email telling him how I felt. Of course he didn't respond. In the end I basically told him not to talk to me anymore. Oh first loves. Yes. I said it. Loves. At least with the fictional version of him. =/
Tallboy Update
Came over the day after armyboy rendezvous for a little sexy time. Asked me if all i wanted from him was hooking up or if i was interested in a relationship. Said i wasn't interested in a relationship at this point as i didn't know him that well. Should have also mentioned how he never initiates speaking or hanging out. oops.
RoboKid update
I feel like we're growing apart. It makes me want to cry a little. I miss hanging out with him.
Went to see Zack and Miri make a Porno with nurseman. it was pretty hilarious. I enjoyed.
In other news....
http://photos-f.ak.fbcdn.net/photos-ak-snc1/v378/94/53/56601755/n56601755_30782997_6552.jpg
hee!
<3 you ryan!
Oh. also.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1083563/Palin-backlash-continues-Republican-lawyers-head-Alaska-150-000-campaign-clothes.html
you cannot tell me you don't think that article is hilarious. seriously. hilarious.
and for a little dancing
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wzyT9-9lUyE
Okay.
I'm done.
You may go now.