Oct 12, 2008 03:55
Oh journal how I have missed you.
Not really.
Although I do enjoy documentation as my memory is not so much able to hold onto things for longer than a minute.
Anyyyyways....
I can't sleep. Or more accurately, I won't sleep. And why the fuck do I want to talk to armyboy right now? why would I ever want to talk to armyboy? Anyways I was pretty sure I was over the boy, however my mind keeps wandering to him. Missing people who don't deserve missing. Thoughts on that? Although, I do think he deserves a little missing. He was sweet. For a while. A week is a long time. Lots of effort. Can't be sweet for longer than a week. Too difficult. I understand. I'm starving but I do not want to eat because that will only keep me awake longer. Oh Dilemmas.
Anyways, let's keep an archive of my latest interests. Maybe we can put it to a vote. Elimination game show? Who is the weakest link?
Tallboy- Seems nice. is tall. 6'5" and a half to be exact. Is pretty damn good-looking. Has issues. Mostly of the self esteem variety. Interested in film. Wants to be a director I believe. Good kisser.
HalfAsianBoy- I'm so creative with the code names. Hilarious. Don't know him well yet. After next weekend this will probably change. Going to Cedar Point with him... annnd a bunch of his friends. Awkward much? We'll see. As of right now, I enjoy the banter.
NudeModelGuy- Yes he's back. I don't think of him as a love interest right now, but he seems to want to be thought of as one. Or a playmate. Most likely a playmate.
NurseMan- Nice guy. Very interested in me. Not interested in him. Drove to my apartment to give me a brownie the other day.
RoboKid- I <3 him. Seriously. But i'm not sure if it's romantically. Met him the night I dumped armyboy. Well, that's not entirely true. First met him last year. Once. Briefly. He is friend's boyfriend's best friend. Wow. Annnyways.... I was... Seeking comfort that night. There was some nudity involved. After that he was extremely sweet, drove me to school a bunch of times. Came to get me when I was freaking out about how heavy the strobe kit was even though he was sick. Such a sweetheart. However for the past week he has been a tiny bit of a sketchball. Long story short there was a mysterious phone call and all of a sudden he was too sick to hang out. Could be legit, although everyone else thinks it's not. We are supposed to go skydiving on thursday.
Questions? Comments? Suggestions? Somebody fill me in if I'm missing someone. You know how sometimes a boy or two can slip your mind.
psychosis,
men,
obsession