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[secretmonologue]

I wish i were loved by someone...I don't think i've ever been loved...and if i have I've never heard someone say that they do or say anything to me that i felt like it meant something like "you're like one of those mornings where when you step outside you wanna tackle the world". I wish i felt loved...and i hope i can feel loved at some point in my life.

...I'm just so hurt....i don't know if i can open up to anyone ever again....