OH, nice. Thanks again then! ^___^ Maybe I need to watch it now :D
Jared in this story is lost. I mean, yeah, maybe each psycho serial killer is lost in some way, but this Jared, I don't know, maybe there is something good deep down inside of him, like, in those good days you can see a glimpse of it. Or, more even, in those bad days, when Jared loses his masks and all. And yes, you're right, Jensen IS more frightening here, because he had a choice and which one did he choose? I mean, he doesn't know about himself and I think this is what makes him even more frightening. He knows now how not to kill again, but won't he actually do it in the future? Maybe, as it's been said, this story isn't finished, or, isn't finished completely - I absolutely agree with that. because there're still so many way to put a dot into this, I can't even tell. And maybe I should do it, some time in the future. This is the strongest piece I've written so far, and I made some brave choice in the plot here (as flesh said), and I just hope that readers will see the reason behind those choices :)
Maybe it's the feeling that Jensen is very disconnected -- from himself, from the world around him. It takes the reality of blood, death, violence, to ground him, and I find that terrifying. I feel that it is Jensen who would kill again, in order to find that sense of reality. He is borderline dissociative, you know? Jared -- I don't know. But I would not be surprised by a garish headline about serial killer murdered by lover/victim.
Maybe it's the feeling that Jensen is very disconnected -- from himself, from the world around him. This too, yes. He's lost as a person and maybe that's where comes all his choices. Not always the right ones.
It takes the reality of blood, death, violence, to ground him, and I find that terrifying. Words out of my mouth. I mean, it IS real you know? It's like you can imagine that, because the fear of all that is real.
But I would not be surprised by a garish headline about serial killer murdered by lover/victim. Tha would be absolutely different story :)
Maybe I need to watch it now :D
Jared in this story is lost. I mean, yeah, maybe each psycho serial killer is lost in some way, but this Jared, I don't know, maybe there is something good deep down inside of him, like, in those good days you can see a glimpse of it. Or, more even, in those bad days, when Jared loses his masks and all. And yes, you're right, Jensen IS more frightening here, because he had a choice and which one did he choose? I mean, he doesn't know about himself and I think this is what makes him even more frightening. He knows now how not to kill again, but won't he actually do it in the future? Maybe, as it's been said, this story isn't finished, or, isn't finished completely - I absolutely agree with that. because there're still so many way to put a dot into this, I can't even tell. And maybe I should do it, some time in the future. This is the strongest piece I've written so far, and I made some brave choice in the plot here (as flesh said), and I just hope that readers will see the reason behind those choices :)
Thanks again! ♥
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Maybe it's the feeling that Jensen is very disconnected -- from himself, from the world around him. It takes the reality of blood, death, violence, to ground him, and I find that terrifying. I feel that it is Jensen who would kill again, in order to find that sense of reality. He is borderline dissociative, you know? Jared -- I don't know. But I would not be surprised by a garish headline about serial killer murdered by lover/victim.
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thanks so much for the rec! ♥
Maybe it's the feeling that Jensen is very disconnected -- from himself, from the world around him.
This too, yes. He's lost as a person and maybe that's where comes all his choices. Not always the right ones.
It takes the reality of blood, death, violence, to ground him, and I find that terrifying.
Words out of my mouth. I mean, it IS real you know? It's like you can imagine that, because the fear of all that is real.
But I would not be surprised by a garish headline about serial killer murdered by lover/victim.
Tha would be absolutely different story :)
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