So…I guess The December is the month of presents? You know, Christmas, New year…BDays. And I love making presents. And I love viding.
So?..:D
Vidder: Loki
Title: Yesterday I Died
Song: Shattered
Artist: Trading Yesterday
Warnings: used s4 footage
Category: AU
Characters/Pairings: Dean, Sam
Summary: Sam died and Dean made a deal to save his brother. When the year was up, Sam couldn`t deal with the loss and he went to the dark side, always thinking and remembering Dean. But would everything be that way, if Dean didn`t make a deal?
Length: 4:52
File Size: 67,6 MB
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67,6 MB Vidder`s note: I made this video for my dear Consequence for her birthday. She`s a really great person and I wanted to make something special for her. Even though the video is kinda sad and angsty and dark, I made it with my soul and I really hope she likes it =)
Anyway, about the story. I just heard this song, and I fell in love with that little piano intro in 2:13 - GUH! This just ate my brain xD Anyway, I listened this song once again, looked through the lyrics and I just thought - hey, this is totally about it! And the rest I guess you know - I just couldn`t help it =)
And when I was finishing the vid, I actually changed the ending. Again, there was this “what if” factor and that`s why I made the ending like this. I was just curious - what if? What if dean wouldn`t made the deal, wouldn`t save Sammy, etc? Anyway, i`m glad he did =)
Plus, here it goes a wallpaper. Yeah, though I know I suck xD
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Hope you like my little present. And yes - feedback iz luv! <3
Lyrics:
Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight
The future's open wide beyond believing
To know why hope dies
And losing what was found, a world so hollow
Suspended in a compromise
But the silence of this sound is soon to follow
Somehow sundown
And finding answers
Is forgetting all of the questions we call home
Passing the graves of the unknown
As reason clouds my eyes with splendor fading
Illusions of the sunlight
A reflection of a lie will keep me waiting
With love gone for so long
And this day's ending
Is the proof of time killing all the faith I know
Knowing that faith is all I hold
And I've lost who I am, (i'm waiting)
and I can't understand (and fading)
Why my heart is so broken, (and holding)
rejecting your love, (love) without, (onto these tears)
love gone wrong; lifeless words carry on (i am crying)
But I know, all I know's that the end's beginning (i'm dying tonight)
who I am from the start, (i'm waiting)
take me home to my heart (and fading)
Let me go and I will run, (and holding)
I will not be silent, (silent) all this time (onto these tears)
spent in vain; wasted years wasted gain (i am crying)
All is lost but hope remains and this war's not over (i'm dying tonight)
There's a light, there's a sun (i'm waiting...)
taking all these shattered ones
To the place we belong (i am waiting...)
and his love will conquer all
Yesterday I died; tomorrow's bleeding
Fall into your sunlight