Apr 04, 2006 20:48
i painted a lot tonight, and i feel very relaxed.
massart gave me $60,000 to be spread among all four years, which i believe is $15,000 a year- more than the tuition (it is a state art school).
i have this crush on a boy; i shouldnt let it get to me, its not a good thing in any way. you know. it happens.
i feel very content with everything. i've learned a lot in the past month and a half.
30 more days left of school.
and i have to attend every single one of them.
i've been exercising 3-5 times a week for the past month. i look no different, but i feel healthier.
i snuck into prom, and had one of the best nights of all year. definitely the best prom in general. my mom's old prom dress is beautiful. ramsay and i can dance. i dont remember much from the night after that.
i've been listening to a lot of rap.
i have no energy for any kind of school work.
i wish mica would finally tell me if i got any scholarship money.
dopamine dopamine dopamine.
i deal with it.
i keep a piggy bank in my passenger's seat. it has a lot of change.
part of me wants to spazz, part of me wants to sleep, and part of me wants to go swimming.
none of me wants to do homework.
"see, i am all of me, and you are none of me, so i know" -matt.
i guess i'll do my homework.