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so i basically spent the whole day sitting around feeling sorry for myself. which i am going to feel even worse about tomorrow when im not ready for my statistics test.
i have -$17 in my bank account, which is fun. no job, and slim ok actually no prospects for a job after graduation. but its all my own fault. no one to blame but myself.
i think i spent so much of my life wanting to grow up already, hurry and get older, now I AM FREAKING OUT!! i want to go back to being 19. I dont want the responsibilities of being 23. I dont want to get a job and pay rent and think about the future anymore. but its too late. I rushed through it all, I barely remember it.
and who is coming with me on this journey of responsibility? so few. I mean, this really shows you who will stick with you and who just might not make the cut.
i have -$17 in my bank account, which is fun. no job, and slim ok actually no prospects for a job after graduation. but its all my own fault. no one to blame but myself.
i think i spent so much of my life wanting to grow up already, hurry and get older, now I AM FREAKING OUT!! i want to go back to being 19. I dont want the responsibilities of being 23. I dont want to get a job and pay rent and think about the future anymore. but its too late. I rushed through it all, I barely remember it.
and who is coming with me on this journey of responsibility? so few. I mean, this really shows you who will stick with you and who just might not make the cut.