Jul 02, 2011 01:06
My shopping basket was already full of the baby’s food when I bump into someone whose perfume I know so well. She’s beautiful as ever. I thought she was in New York right now. Her expression was still the same when she was looking at me, not anymore after she saw what were in my shopping bag. I need to explain, my ex-girlfriend.
“Siwon?!” Wrinkles appear in her forehead. Waiting for my response.
“Yes,…” I paused to breathe heavily. “Sherry.”
She smiled, sweet. But her eyes demands something else, explanation.
“It’s been a long time…” After these words were out from my damn mouth, I really wanted to jot my head on the wall for being so stupid. Is this all what I want to say? For God’s sake, you’ve been waiting for her until now. And it’s fucking strange to found that those feeling aren’t as it always be. She was the one you had a long crush with. And it’s fucking yes to say that the previous sentence is in the past tense. I’m lost for a moment.
Here it happened. She and I sit facing each other in a café. It’s just a silence. We’re both busy with our own thoughts.
“How’s life, Siwon-ssi?” I’m startled with her voice breaking the cold wall between us.
“I’m doing fine, hmm, what about you then? I never thought that you’d come back to Korea.” The atmosphere began to heat a bit.
“Not really, Korea is my homeland, no matter what. Are you possibly unhappy with my appearance before you?”
“Of course, not. Don’t misunderstand me. Really, you’re great as always, and I’m glad to see you again.” I assured her to correct her misinterpretation of my previous question.
She laughed. “Calm down. I’m just teasing you. You’re adorable, as ever.”
I sigh. That’s her. The reason why I can’t be with her anymore. I’m a dead serious person, while she can’t even stop to make a fun. Seems like she’s still the same ex-girlfriend. Better to get the point, just make it clear that there’s no misunderstanding.
“I know what I want to tell is worth to be laughed. I know it well that this following story’s hilarious.”
Wrinkle appeared again. “Go on.”
“One night, I found him. An adorable baby in front of my apartment. If you happened to question why the hell I buy those ‘baby things’, you now know the reason.”
Silence. She broke it, after all.
“Well, that sounds a little bit….stupid..”
I know how she’ll response, anyway. So, I just nod.
“I know.”
My Saturday night is no longer free as youngster, wonder around the city. From club to club was my routine. It’s a little bitter when I imagine how fun it is to hang around with some friends while in reality, I’m here. Stuck with this baby. My adorable baby. I don’t feel sorry though. It’s not that bad and I’m just fine doing these things.
I prepared the bathtub with warm water. Aroma-therapy special for baby was poured into it. Towel, soap, shampoo, perfume, lotion, hell all that I bought because I know nothing about baby. Here is the time, for bathing my baby. I decided to name him Yesung. Art-like voice, I have goosebumps each time he cried or even just mumble something damn cute. I can’t stand it, really.
I carry him carefully. He’s just staring at me and mumbling about baby-language-that-i-can’t understand, blah. The only thing I care is that he’s just too cute that way.
I open, nope, take off his briiiight red blanket that I chose earlier. I don’t even know about color, I just feel it’ll be awesome and I can see how red does perfectly fit with Yesung.
The view in front of me was just amazing. The naked Yesung. I don’t know why, and I must be crazy for imagining things.
Unconsciously, my hands go through the milky white-skinned creature before me. I touch his soft teasing cheeks, going down through his neck. I just can’t stand anymore to come to the cute nipple. Not only my hands, but also my tongue. I must be a total crazy to start to lick nipples of a baby! Siwon, wake up! But the sensation is just overwhelming.
Not enough, my hand start to touch the little member of his. The sensation’s different, cute but gorgeous at the same time. It’s been a long time since I touch my own little member. Even now, when I touch Yesung’s, the feeling is just good, and mine is starting to hardened. Fantastic. No need to wonder that I’m out of my mind, because I really do. I just can’t stop thinking dirty, even now I’m doing those dirty things in my mind. Moreover, to a baby.
I’m stroking the little but long member of Yesung. It doesn’t react. Of course, hell he’s still too young to be hard. Yesung is amazing. He even smiles. I’m stroking more and more, faster yet still gentle. My member is hard and in pain. Need some time to release the pleasure. I can’t just give it to my hand. So I borrow Yesung’s. I get his extremely small hands to touch the rock of my cock. I lead them to stroke mine too. Though the hands just crawling without intention to really stroke my member, they’re amazing enough to help me release my sperm and feel content with pleasure. The long moan lasts like forever from my mouth. Like I said, Yesung’s too amazing, and I’m too crazy.
The Saturday night with Yesung will be no more boring, I guess.
A/N: Just kill me! I don’t even know how to write smut and I also don’t know where this story will be. Aaaargh, can’t really think straight. Just bash me.
yesung,
yewon,
siwon