Jun 01, 2005 21:14
This week is going to suck.
We have two more days until we are DONE with training. I don't really feel prepared to take calls out on the floor. Our trainer says that we will be prepared. I am just not sure that I will personally be prepared enough. I guess I will just have to roll with the punches though.
I am afraid that it might be a full two weeks before I get to see David. That makes me really sad. It has already been more than a week. I hate this. It would be different if he was gone, or I was gone or something. But, we are both here in Crestview. We just can't seem to make our schedules work. We talk every day. But it isn't the same as being able to see each other. He called me today, just to tell me that he couldn't stay on the phone, because he had a lot of stuff that he needed to do, but, he didn't want me to think that he had forgotten about me, or that he wasn't thinking about me. He was just busy. It was so cute that he called. But, it still sucked that he had to call just to tell me that we wouldn't get to talk tonight. Something has got to change. In 17 days, he is leaving for New Orleans with the beta club whores (and Barni!) and in 24 days, I am leaving for Tennessee. I just hate this and that is all there is to it.
Something has got to change. I can't stand this all summer long.