My life, the downward spiral of death.
Okay, shoot me...just...do it.
School is looking kind of crappy as of today. I feel like shit, my classes are shit, the work is shit, no drawing is shit, life is shit, guys are SHITTTTT, and here is why.
I have big ideas and big plans so I have to get started on making it big by 25. I know its a big goal but It isss a goal and I need it to work. 22 OUT of the house 100%. So how do I get there? No idea...keep planing for now...yeah.
Classes suck this year, no drawing no life things just computers...Fuck computers. Except mine because I love him.
Work is shit, It just seems like it never ever changes just becomes more frequent.
I feel crappy. Its true...I would rather just curl up and die if my dreams didnt keep me going. This going back to point one and saying I gotta get going on those dreams...19 start time is good.
Guys suck...Gotta see brian tomorrow and then I think I may just leave him alone for good and forget it.. Then again may not. Rob...yeah I totally fell again in 2 minutes. SOX look alike is ....Wellll....to die for. But not going for that at all unless I die of nothingness. Didn't see the last puzzle piece....it was way to crowded today.
I hope tomorrow is better.
I hope everyday is better then this. I hope i survive this year and everything else...
Right now though fuck it...just shoot me.
School is looking kind of crappy as of today. I feel like shit, my classes are shit, the work is shit, no drawing is shit, life is shit, guys are SHITTTTT, and here is why.
I have big ideas and big plans so I have to get started on making it big by 25. I know its a big goal but It isss a goal and I need it to work. 22 OUT of the house 100%. So how do I get there? No idea...keep planing for now...yeah.
Classes suck this year, no drawing no life things just computers...Fuck computers. Except mine because I love him.
Work is shit, It just seems like it never ever changes just becomes more frequent.
I feel crappy. Its true...I would rather just curl up and die if my dreams didnt keep me going. This going back to point one and saying I gotta get going on those dreams...19 start time is good.
Guys suck...Gotta see brian tomorrow and then I think I may just leave him alone for good and forget it.. Then again may not. Rob...yeah I totally fell again in 2 minutes. SOX look alike is ....Wellll....to die for. But not going for that at all unless I die of nothingness. Didn't see the last puzzle piece....it was way to crowded today.
I hope tomorrow is better.
I hope everyday is better then this. I hope i survive this year and everything else...
Right now though fuck it...just shoot me.