you there! you'll never get dry that way!
I've lost my drive. I don't know how.. It was here less then a week ago and now it's gone, completely gone, but how? I simply for the life of me can't do my work, have good conversations, think straight, or do anything I like doing. I'm raving mad! I don't even crave a drug, any drug! nore colours, canvas', or paint. I don't even fill up my time with sleep, infact I sleep less then usual, 4 hours a night. I'm living, technically speaking. What ever shall I do about this situation...
Also i'm going soft, not even with just jimmy, but that is true also...I am angry but I feel like I don't see him enough and I don't want to waste time. Thats one but also Max, I don't know what makes me go against my self and appoligise for things beyond my control. But I have made myself clear, He's just not to ever love me. fare?...of course it is.
Also i'm going soft, not even with just jimmy, but that is true also...I am angry but I feel like I don't see him enough and I don't want to waste time. Thats one but also Max, I don't know what makes me go against my self and appoligise for things beyond my control. But I have made myself clear, He's just not to ever love me. fare?...of course it is.