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Jan 13, 2008 21:38


you be you. if annoyance is what you get back then it was never worth it to begin with. 
you be you. but stop careing where he falls asleep, cold or not somethings never change.
you be you. and yell, but you know as much as me that people can scream it, shout it, carve it, and breath it but...you'll still think it the way you want.
feel the relaxation for what it is. it was never a job. it was always a heart ache break soft and suttle time passer with a hint of whatever you want it to be.
i'll be me. and let him go, no hit this time just a quiet slow shake of the head and a turn around back left facing soft blue eyes.
dont you see? everything is always a time filler, run around, walk away, cry to sleep, dust in eyes, intersection dreams and beds collision of empty promises and failed attempts of flying. luna jade jimmy & jack are just things that help make the time go by only in our heads. but then jade things arn't so nice out here away from the fine tipped markers and pencil crayons. we are sick. and nothing anyone can say will fix it. but if you want it fixed then ill call you amanda. if you think you can make it and realise that in the end we all die alone so why pretend then ill call you ali. but if you know that pretending is the best part then ill call you jade. 
i was right. he treats us the same. maybe i cant be lenore.
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