PROM NIGHT
dear journal,
well, tonight is prom night, but i'm not going b/c i wasn't asked by an upper classmate. :( oh well i guess. eric and i are going out tonight, tho only to mess around if you know what i mean. last sunday we went out- we were in the park and guess what he tells me... he had a little boy!! can you believe that? i mean after 3 months he tells me he has a kid! i was wicked shocked and i didn't know what to think but monday and tuesday i did a lot of thinking and i tell you what, it wasn't good thinking. when i went to express myself to him the first thing he asked was if we wanted to break up- i knew that i didn't when he said that. by the end of our phone call i was crying, tho i dont think he knew it. i was so upset and heartbroken that he had a kid and didn't say a word about it. you know? i was totally confused in what to do about the whole situation. but, we're okay right now i guess. i mean we're still 2gether and all, and we're getting together tonight and tomorrow night. i really do love him no matter what, and if we were to break up b/c of his kid... i don't know i think i'll always love him in someway. i mean he was my first and everything, he's my first love. I'd always remember him. shamar told me that if i didn't have a boyfriend he would hollar @ me in a second. he's real cute, but i would only make out w/ him if i didn't have a boyfriend. then this guy corey- mmm he's real good looking too and i was telling his friend, matt that- and matt was saying he was going to hook us up. but i told him NO WAY!! i dont know tho, sometimes i wish i was single- especially for summer b/c that's when i get my action!! but i love loving eric and that he loves me. tammie is going to prom tonight like NOBODY is in school right now and i'm skipping 9th period crafts. but i doubt that i'll get caught!! lol!! i skipped 9th period tuesday too- i have only been there once this week. yesterday i skipped school b/c i didn't feel like coming. valerie is home from Ohio- she brought her boyfriend home w/ her. he seems smart and all but he's kinda rude and UGLY!!! i couldn't believe it. and valerie has gained LOTS of weight let me tell you. heather went home sick today. lawerence is back from philly- and we've hung out
gtg
me
well, tonight is prom night, but i'm not going b/c i wasn't asked by an upper classmate. :( oh well i guess. eric and i are going out tonight, tho only to mess around if you know what i mean. last sunday we went out- we were in the park and guess what he tells me... he had a little boy!! can you believe that? i mean after 3 months he tells me he has a kid! i was wicked shocked and i didn't know what to think but monday and tuesday i did a lot of thinking and i tell you what, it wasn't good thinking. when i went to express myself to him the first thing he asked was if we wanted to break up- i knew that i didn't when he said that. by the end of our phone call i was crying, tho i dont think he knew it. i was so upset and heartbroken that he had a kid and didn't say a word about it. you know? i was totally confused in what to do about the whole situation. but, we're okay right now i guess. i mean we're still 2gether and all, and we're getting together tonight and tomorrow night. i really do love him no matter what, and if we were to break up b/c of his kid... i don't know i think i'll always love him in someway. i mean he was my first and everything, he's my first love. I'd always remember him. shamar told me that if i didn't have a boyfriend he would hollar @ me in a second. he's real cute, but i would only make out w/ him if i didn't have a boyfriend. then this guy corey- mmm he's real good looking too and i was telling his friend, matt that- and matt was saying he was going to hook us up. but i told him NO WAY!! i dont know tho, sometimes i wish i was single- especially for summer b/c that's when i get my action!! but i love loving eric and that he loves me. tammie is going to prom tonight like NOBODY is in school right now and i'm skipping 9th period crafts. but i doubt that i'll get caught!! lol!! i skipped 9th period tuesday too- i have only been there once this week. yesterday i skipped school b/c i didn't feel like coming. valerie is home from Ohio- she brought her boyfriend home w/ her. he seems smart and all but he's kinda rude and UGLY!!! i couldn't believe it. and valerie has gained LOTS of weight let me tell you. heather went home sick today. lawerence is back from philly- and we've hung out
gtg
me