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i'm feeling all the crankies. so i'm trying to zen out and be the rock in the river and let all the cranky flow by. can't stop it, just let it go.
tonight is my first night at target. i'm anxious about the kids bedtime w/out my being here. (as is andy, of course) i'm sure in a couple weeks it'll be fine. it's kind of nice that it's getting to be the holidays anyways and that fucks up their routine anyway.
tomorrow i'm catering. i don't know the rest of my schedule for target yet, which i have to say is stressful.
i'm hoping we can get the debt under control with some haste, and then use the craziness of two jobs to get slightly ahead. i figure i might be able to get a little ahead over the holidays. once january comes if i can do two catering gigs a month + 15 hours a week at target i'll be able to pay preschool and minimum dental debt payments. i might have picked up the catering gig if we didn't owe all this tooth money, but i wouldn't have gone back to target. so maybe if we can pay off that stuff in less than a lifetime it'll work out to be a good thing? if that makes sense. i'll probably burn the fuck out on target before that happens. but at least it'll get us out of this hole.
/ramble ramble ramble.
ok, off to battle the crankies with some productivity. and pants.
tonight is my first night at target. i'm anxious about the kids bedtime w/out my being here. (as is andy, of course) i'm sure in a couple weeks it'll be fine. it's kind of nice that it's getting to be the holidays anyways and that fucks up their routine anyway.
tomorrow i'm catering. i don't know the rest of my schedule for target yet, which i have to say is stressful.
i'm hoping we can get the debt under control with some haste, and then use the craziness of two jobs to get slightly ahead. i figure i might be able to get a little ahead over the holidays. once january comes if i can do two catering gigs a month + 15 hours a week at target i'll be able to pay preschool and minimum dental debt payments. i might have picked up the catering gig if we didn't owe all this tooth money, but i wouldn't have gone back to target. so maybe if we can pay off that stuff in less than a lifetime it'll work out to be a good thing? if that makes sense. i'll probably burn the fuck out on target before that happens. but at least it'll get us out of this hole.
/ramble ramble ramble.
ok, off to battle the crankies with some productivity. and pants.