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[secretlieskill]

today i felt empty... john wasnt around. at lunch, i hung out with chris.. and we hung out with damen and tyler and it was ok.. i just realized i really dont hang out with very many girls anymore.. i guess i can relate to guys more.. or guys just find me better than girls do.. hah i dunno.. but i hope my johnny boy isnt sick.. that would suck.. i hope he'd get online or something... i have his number, but i dunno if he's at his mom's or dad's and i hate talking on the phone.. someone comment, im bored.. not to mention tired... i dont have very many friends, but it seems like everyone knows my name.. doesnt that suck... yes it does.. i wish everyone would just leave me alone and stop asking me where john is.. ok im his girlfriend.. does that mean i know where he freakin is every minute of the day? no, im not his stalker... im sorry i just dont feel good right now... tonight we're (me and my mom) are gonna go visit my dad (which sucks, im not in the mood to see him..) my dad works every other day (24 hour shifts) and my mom works every other night. my dad's a friefigter, and my mom's a nurse.. im with a different person each night.. its almost like their divorced its weird. except we'll once in a while be all together and i always live in the same house.. ok i dunno EXACLY what it is to be in a broken home, i dunno i was just thinking about it. ok good bye.
jackie

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